
I am 22 years old and was born the usual male. Well, at least i thought I was until I started to dress in my sister's clothes at a young age. I didn't really think there was anything wrong with it as it just seemed kind of normal if you know what I mean. As I moved into my teens the dressing was pretty much the same and I didn't really think anything of it.
I am not sure how I came up with my tina personna and have no clue as to why i chose the name. Yet it has been a few years on and i am stuck with it. Katya has always laughed at me for this and it is jut a little joke we (her) like to tease me over. I don't really remember the time or place when I decided to become a little bit more serious with my dressing and it all seems like a small blur in the past. I do remember always wanting a wig and to see what and if I would look any more feminine if I did have one. I can say without a doubt that a wig is probably the one and most important item that a tgirl will possess unless they have grown their own hair.Why I can't grow my hair - well...by day I work in the 'Big Smoke' that is London and believe it or not am working my way towards being a solicitor one day. I am currently a paralegal and enjoying it for the moment. It does have its rewards and its downfalls but it is something that I am determined to achieve and therefore I have to forfeit some things such as long hair.
What else to say in this opening blog...
Katya - my friend, my love, my guidance and my support. She has been amazing since she found about tina and has stayed with me through tough times. It has been difficult explaining everything to her about the way I am and it has indeed helped me along the way. I now feel so comfortable within myself and about the way I am and who i am and have no regrets or any strange feelings. In fact I rather like who I am and am proud of it. Why not be different, not many people can vouch to be different in this; being different, in my eyes, is a special key to feeling happy with yourself.
For the moment I would like to say thank you for anybody who is to read this blog and for all the support in the past and future. But personally I would like to thank Katya for being with me at all times.
t-xx

2 comments:
Hi Tina,
Thank you both so much for sharing this. It really is a great help and solace for me. I am in the process of coming out to my partner and obviously it's not easy although we have had a recent breakthrough when my wife agreed for me to have me own high heels and tights to wear when she is not around so it's a start.
I hope to keep in touch with both of you via myspace & flickr (new pics with my new clothes soon!)
with kind regards
sindy sheertights
x
Hi
Just wanted to say thanks for such a candid and enlightening series of Posts on "Outing".
I suspect my wife would go initially ballistic, but then calm down, but the second bit is the unknown! I also imagine that I hold my own wife much in the same way as Tina does Katya, and that makes me even more admiring of Tina than ever because I don't have the self confidence to risk my relationship for Selina (but WOW! if it was ok I'd be on cloud 9 forever)!
So you pair, THANKS for posting such wonderful and spirit raising items. I'll be a dreamer, you guys are living it!!!
BTW how'd two such lovely people meet each other and stay together? It's a small miracle!
Stay happy Tina and Katya I love you both!
Love from Selina xxx
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